ThE wEeKeNd!!

I am soooo glad that it is Friday!! I wish I could leave early!! I know I won't. hah!! It's nice to dream though.

We aren't doing anything special this weekend. I am sure that Zach will want to go to BeBe's house and will get mad if I tell him no. So, we will end up going. haha!! Which we go every Sunday for supper anyway. That is our "Family Day"!

Well have a good weekend!!

Until next time......

My Baby.....

This is my baby "Zachary". He hates it when I call him baby. He says, "I'm not a baby, I'm Zachary!" Sometimes I call him that just to bug him and he knows it too. He can be the sweetest at times and then at other times he can really make you want to pull your hair out. I guess all 4 year olds are like that though. When he was a baby he never wanted to lay down. He was 2 days old and picking up his head. He wanted to stand on his legs like he was walking all the time. And don't even think about putting him down. HA!! He would cry constently. I had to have him in my arms at all times. Cooking, cleaning, there was Zach on my hip. He loves to watch someone cook.

Zach is really picky about what he likes to eat. He will eat hot dogs, mac and cheese, or spaghetti o's but not much else. Some nights when I am cooking supper he will ask what I am cooking and when I tell him he will say "What are you fixing me?". haha!! I have gotten to the point that I make him eat what we are eating. Hopefully he will try new things. Sometimes it doesn't work though.

Zach's daddy drives a big truck. So he loves to see daddy when he comes home. He used to drive a truck over the road and Zach would always ask him what he was bringing him home. (Honey Bun, m&m's, etc.) And Chris would always have something for him. Now he drives a log truck and is home every night. Zach would always go outside to Chris' truck every week when it was time for him to go and get in the truck with him and Chris would let him "drive". He would turn the truck on so that Zach would feel like he was in control. haah!!

Zach used to be into Spongebob a lot.

But now he has changed to Power Rangers, Little Einsteins,

Monster Trucks, and Jetix (I think that is part of the Power Rangers thing) not sure what that is except I know it comes on the Disney Channel and he gets excited about it when it comes on. :)

Every day when we go home after work he knows that we go take a bath. Because at Ms. Molly's where he goes to school he gets dirty and he tells me everyday that Scotty put dirt in his hair. I think that half of the playground sand is in my bathroom everyday when he takes his shoes off. But he knows that on Friday's he doesn't have to go home and take a bath because we go out to eat with my mom and dad. He says "Is BeBe coming to pick us up to go eat?" It devistates him when I tell him no.

He will start to "Big School" in August. He is going to K4. He is excited. He calls it "Big School" because he calls Ms. Molly's school. When we took him to get registered last month the teacher took him to the classroom and then had to drag him back to the library because he didn't want to leave. He said that his mom could go to work and then come back and get him like she usually does. haha!! I know that I will "hopefully" have no problems when he starts there.

I don't want him to grow up so fast but sometimes he acts like he is older than just 4. He says some things that makes me wonder......When he is around other kids most of the time he would rather play by himself. I want him to play with the other kids but he wants to be alone. Who knows? He can't stand for grownups to be talking and not include him, whenever they get finished talking he makes up his own "story" to tell. It is pretty funny sometimes.

He has his moments when he wants to talk back....especially to his dad because Chris was over-the-road for about 2 years and I always got onto him if he did something wrong. So when Chris tells him not to do something he says "Moma, Daddy said .......!!" And I have to remind him that daddy is boss and he is not another child that he plays with. We have a "Naughty Corner" now....haha!! Been watching SuperNanny too much. But it seems to be working. The other night I told him that he needed to go to the corner because I told him no and he kept on screaming at me about the same thing. And when I told him to go he said cant i have one more chance please!! It was funny so I couldn't send him after I laughed at him.

Oh and thats another thing...if you ever laugh at him....he keeps on doing the same thing because he knows he is getting attention.

Well I guess that is enough about him because I will start missing him more than I already do.

Until next time........

Quote.....American Idol?.....who knows?

"If ever I was sure that

someone was coming to help me,

I should run like hell."

-Thoreau

I was trying to watch "The Black Donnelly's" last night and I saw this quote. Sometimes it is true.

And before that I was watching American Idol! What is with America not voting off Sanjaya??? I guess I shouldn't complain because I don't vote. But he cannot sing and they are just making fun of him all the time. I hate it but I just can't stop watching it. haha!!

Attitude.......

Maybe I am just ill today or maybe....I don't know. It just seems like it doesn't matter what I say anymore, it is wrong. Or that is the way I feel. I think I am just going to stop talking and let everything go. I am tired of worrying about everything. Maybe I should start giving it back to them? It is worth some thought.

To all the people that are criticizing my sister for getting married again so soon.......I say SHUT UP!! You don't know what she is going through or what she went through!! I am happy for her and her family and friends that support her are all that matters. Not people that just want to say don't do it. Or say it is too soon. What is too soon? How does anyone know what too soon is? Everyone has their own opinions about everything. Just know that I am happy for you HANNIE!! and it doesn't matter what they say about you!! I know you are happy and that you really LOVE Richard. Don't let them get you down!!


On a happier note, Easter is next Sunday!!


Until next time....

THIRTY THINGS.....

I actually took this from someone else's blog that I was reading....thought it would be a good thing to post.....


1. In two words, explain what ended your last relationship.
nothing...I am still with him he is my husband.

2. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
Last week sometime....haha!! I hate shaving!

3. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
-- Working

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Outside with Amber...she was smoking.

5. Are you any good at math?
no i hate math

6. Your prom night?
pretty nice...didnt get home till 4 in the morning!!

7. Do you have any famous relatives?
-- nope

8. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
-- No

9. Do you know the words to your MySpace song?
-- HUH? MySpace has a song???? Wha?

10. Last thing you received in the mail?
--BILLS,BILLS,BILLS!

11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
-- two - orange juice and coke

12. Who most recently made you smile?
-- My son, Zach he always makes me laugh.

13. Who did you lose your virginity to? -- My husband!!

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
-- sometimes.

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
-- never had anything! KNOCK ON WOOD!

16. What is out your back door?
-- a big drop....we dont' have a back porch yet!! AHH!!

Where's 17? hmmm always a number missing in these things.

18. Do you like the ocean?
-- love it but dont go that much

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn for Christmas?
-- yes almost every year.

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
-- i think we went to one in Gatlinburg....was that it? i have not idea...

22. Something you are excited about?
-- getting off work at 4:30!!!

23. What is your favorite Ice Cream?
- Strawberry without the real strawberries(yeah i am weird)!

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
-- No

25. Describe your keychain.
-- A string of hearts that have my name on one of them and my keyless entry remote and an S that Kristin gave me!!

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group?
--long time....i hate that.

28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
-- I have about 4 coats.

29. What do you think of the person you copied this from?
-- I don't even know her.

30. Do you leave the door to your room open or closed?
-- I can't stand to have my door closed when I am asleep. I dont know why.

Another week......

It is the start of another week.....will it be heck like last week or will it be a good week? I want to ask my boss if we can have next Friday (April 8-Good Friday) off.....but I know that she will probably say no. That would make the week start off badly. haha!!

Our weekend went good. I was glad that I wasn't at work for obvious reasons. I watched like 5 movies!! Saturday Mom got Zach and I just had the house to myself because Dad and Chris were outside doing something with the fence that Chris is putting up. He wants to put GOATS behind our house!! Can you believe that??? They will stink up the place. But I am not going to say anything else to him about it. I don't want us to fight. We have fought enough. He read my blog and got mad because I mentioned the thing with him and his dad. I was about to give up the blog thing forever and then he read the rest of the it and I guess decided that it was ok. I don't want to hurt him. I just am so excited about everything that I just wanted to put it on here. I am sorry that I am so excited about it. I know that he doesn't want to get his hopes up about it all but I already have. I just can't help it!!



I am soooo excited also about Hannah and Richard getting married !! Can't you tell? I am so glad that she found someone that she really loves and that doesn't treat her like an object that they own!! I know that she will be happy with him. I can tell that she is really happy to be with him....the way that she hugs him or kisses him all the time. It is so sweet!!

Well until next time........

Hannah and Richard are getting married (April 22)!!!

IT'S FRIDAY!!!

Not too much going on today....THANK GOD!! Had a nasty headache last night. It made me feel really bad. I hope this weekend is good.

Chris got the thing in the mail to do the DNA test. We are going to send it off Monday. He talked to his "Dad" last night for a while. I think that he is going to turn out to be his father. And I know that Chris will be happy about it. I will post more when I know the outcome!!

Well have a good weekend!!

IT'S ALMOST FRIDAY!!!!

Friday will not come soon enough for me this week!!
I know that the devil is trying to get me down, this week has been horrible....and today is no exception. I turned over this morning expecting my alarm clock to say 5:55 a.m. but instead it said 7:23 a.m.!!! I jumped up hoping that my clock had been moved. It hadn't. The only thing that I can think is that when I turned Chris' alarm off I accidentally started to turn mine off and moved it to radio wake up and the radio is not on a station so there is just static that you can barely hear!! I got to work at 8:15 a.m. haha!

And to top all that off last night my "Aunt Flo" visited! I was devistated. And it was such a shock because it wasn't supposed to start until Monday. My cycle is not very predictable. It was 32 days long now it has decided to be normal and be 28 days long. Maybe the medicine that I am taking has made it get back to normal. Who knows? So now we start over with the counting....

Of course I will live on and just keep praying that God sees fit for me to have another baby and that Zach has a sibling. I keep thinking that maybe Zach isn't ready for us to have another baby because he doesn't like it when I hold another baby and he might get upset if we have another child. I try to figure out God's plan for me but I have to keep telling myself that only God knows why he does things and I shouldn't question Him. Things will be done in His time not mine.

Please pray for me. Pray that He will give me another child or that He will give me the strength to accept that I will never have another.

Until next time.....