Zach.....and other stuff....

Zach is having a hard time at school. He has gotten his star taken down AGAIN!! I don't know what I am going to do. He won't tell me what he is doing wrong. I told him that he needed to just do what the teacher told him to do or not to do....whatever the case may be. I am at my whits end. I asked him who else's star was taken down and he said no ones my is the only one!! I don't know if he is just wanting attention or what is going on!!!! I just want to scream because I know that my baby is good and he can do good. He just lets other people influence him.

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I am about ready to kick UPS' butt. We (Amber and I) shipped some running boards to this guy in Canada in July. Well when he got them they were damaged and the box was torn up. UPS said they were sorry and that they would cover the damage. Well it has been almost 2 months and they have only given me not even half of the money that I was supposed to get to cover the boards. Of course the guy is wanting his money back. Who wouldn't? I am just fed up with them.

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I am kinda scared that my job is not going to be around much longer. Of course it would be nice not to have to go to work everyday but I would probably get bored because Zach is in school now. Things just don't look good!! I keep hearing rumors because for some reason our bosses won't tell us anything to ease our minds. ~~I have an amount of money that I have taken out of my check everytime we get paid that goes into a credit union and I looked today to see how much I had in there and they haven't put it in for the last two times that we have gotten paid!!! How crappy is that? What if I really needed that money? And next week will be another week that probably won't get put in!! I am upset about that too.

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This weekend I will pretty much be all alone....well not all alone but Hannah and Richard are going out of town to eat supper tomorrow night....(and don't get me wrong I totally understand that they need their alone time as a married couple) and then Saturday night Zach wants to spend the night with mom and Hannah and Richard are going to be watching the Alabama game. :( I always wanted to be alone sometimes but now that I am going to be I am not sure if I can handle it. :( I will probably cry the whole time. I can't stand it. We will see. I may not let Zach go to moms.....1 because I don't really want to be alone and 2 because he can't be good at school to keep his star up.

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I think that Chris has decided that he is going to work two jobs. One the job that he is doing now....being gone for 23 days on the tug boat and then on his 10 days off work for another company driving a truck. Don't get me wrong I like that we will have extra money but I WANT TO SEE HIM!!! If he does the truck thing we will pretty much never see him!! Not that we see him very much now. And yes when he was at home this last time he got on my nerves a little because, let's face it I was without him for 25 days and not used to someone talking to me when I wanted to do something. Yes I do LOVE him with ALL my heart and no I don't want to loose him! So I don't want anyone that reads this to think that I don't love my husband anymore because I do!!! I want him home now....but that isn't going to happen. I am rambling....I know....I need to stop!!!

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We are supposed to have a yard sale Saturday morning but I don't think we will because of the rain that is supposed to come in Friday night....early Saturday morning from Hurricane Humberto....what kind of name is that? I have never heard of anyone named that.

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Well I better stop typing about all my crap.....Until next time!!!!

Off to work again!!

Well Chris goes back to work Monday....I am sad. :( I wish there were good jobs around here for him but there isn't right now. Who knows he may like it better this time. I think that once he is on his own and not with a trainer anymore it will get better.

Zach is in a terrible mood lately. I don't like his new attitude. It sucks! I think it is because Nana treats him like a baby. At least that is what he said. He doesn't want to go to her house anymore because she treats him like that. :( Poor thing. When he was younger she treated him like he was older and now that he can do things for himself she doesn't like it!! I know it is my fault that all this is going on because it was my idea to let her keep him every afternoon but I thought it would be a good thing. I didn't know that Zach really didn't like her....hmmmm....

We are supposed to be going to Pensacola tomorrow to go to a movie but there isn't really any kid movies playing right now. Zach wants to see The Simpson Movie but I think that might be a little too much for him.

Well until next time.....

Chris Home!!

Well, Chris is FINALLY home!! He got home Thursday night at about 7:30!! I was sooooooo glad to see him. And so was Zach. 25 days is a long time not to see your love!

I think he has decided to go back. At least until Christmas. And then take off a couple of weeks to be here at then and then he will go back to doing something. I am sure that he won't do that unless we have enough money saved up or he has a new job. :)

Well not much to type today. Until next time.....

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.....

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder...." I hope that is true. So it's been 17 days since I have seen my man. I am missing him lots. I am worried about all the bills and stuff we have piling up from nonpayment....I just know they are going to cut off or come repo something....they don't do that the first month....do they? I hate for Chris to be away but I am scared that we are not going to have enough money for everything that we need. I want him to be HOME with me and Zach....not on a boat with a smelly old man that won't take a bath. (that's an entirely different story) On a brighter note I get paid tomorrow and he gets his first pay check Friday!!! YAHOO!! (Praying that it is a big one!!)

Zach has started school. He is loving it!! At least sometimes he acts like he is. He won't tell me anything that goes on except that he has two girlfriends and one of them smacks her food. haha I had to go get him from school yesterday because he told me that he didn't love me anymore because I work too much and I don't pick him up. Which I know that going to a new school, having your Nana that you didn't really see that much pick you up, and having your daddy be gone for a while is a little much for a 4 year old to handle.

I had to have a talk with Nana the other day....she let him "drive" her car. (Even though Chris does it a little....that is his child....u know?) Anyway, I went in with the intentions of telling her that I would appreciate it if she wouldnt let him do that anymore. But before I get in the door good she says..."I know I messed up Friday." And I am like well yeah you did. I am not sure if I had a look on my face or if Zach told her that I was going to beat her butt for letting him "drive". Needless to say we got that straight and she was practically begging me not to get mad and not let him stay with her anymore. I told Chris after it was all overwith because I didn't want him to get too upset with her. So I told him Monday night and said I handled it!! haha

They have too many rules at school. Zach can't take his backpack anymore that I paid so much money for that has his name on it!! Which kinda ticks me off. And he can't bring his lunch box with snack in it. WHAT!! They also sent home a thing yesterday about "head lice". Which freaked me out!! I hate lice and I hope that my baby doesn't get it. EWW!! I just get the heebygeebies thinking about it. :P

Anyway that is what is going on right now. Probably more but I don't want to bore you!!

Until next time.........

LoNg TiMe No BlOg!! :)

Well it's been a while since I last posted anything. Chris has left to work on a tug boat and my baby starts school tomorrow. :'(

A little depressed about money.....but it is all going to be ok. Things will start to look up soon.

I am sick. My nose is so stopped up. I feel like I could crawl in bed and stay there for a while. :)

Mom is keeping Zach for me this week. I think they have had fun. Then Chris' mom is going to start getting him after school everyday. I am going to get him tomorrow and Friday though. He is MY baby!! I have to be the first one that he tells about his day. :) you know?

well i am not really talkative today....being sick and about to fall asleep on my desk is hard work. ;) haha

Later tater!

The Family Pictures

We went to have the pictures made Saturday. They turned out really good. We went to watch Transformers too. Awesome movie by the way. I couldn't believe that Zach sat there the whole time and watched it. That is how good it was. It was almost 2 1/2 hours long!!

Nothing new.....

Well there is nothing new going on in my world lately. Hence the reason for not posting anything lately.

I have been doing the myspace thing quite a bit. I now have 46 friends!! haha!

We are going to have pictures made at Sears tomorrow. Just the three of us. I think it would be fun to have a pic of all the family....mom, dad, me, chris, zach, hannah and richard. But we probably couldn't get everyone there. Or maybe we could. Who knows?

Chris told Zach that we would be going to watch a movie and I know these are the two that he wants to see. So I will tell you when we get back what we saw!!

I am sooooo glad that it is Friday!!

Well happy belated 4th of July!!!

Maybe next week I will have more to tell. :)

Until next time......