My Boy....

Well all I can say is boys will be boys....I sent my son in the bathroom last night to get a bath...little did I know that he was going to "grow a mustache" while he was in there. (At least that is what he called it.) I am sitting at the computer and I look in the bathroom and he something dark around his mouth. I told him to wash it off and he tells me that it won't come off!! Can you guess what he did?



Here is a pic:

He had a top off of his Spongebob Shave lotion and was sucking on it!! So it made all the blood come to the surface like a HICKEY!! Can you believe that? Ha! I had to write the teacher a note this morning to tell her what was going on so that she wouldn't think that I had beat him. The pictures really don't do it justice because it looks a lot worse in real life.

A day in the life of me.....go figure....until next time.....

New Person...

I am trying to be a new person and do the right things. I have started going to church again. I don't tell many people because I don't want a pat on the back for doing what I should have been doing all along. I feel like I should go because my heart leads me to go. I want my baby to know that God is awesome and that without him we are nothing!!

I, of course, do not believe that I am perfect, because by all means I am not. I cuss, I admit I talk about people, but I am trying to get better with all of this. I came into work this morning praying that God is with me and that my day will go by fast and easy. :) Will it happen? I don't know but if I have faith I am sure that it will.

Chris went back to work yesterday. He will be gone until about the 6th of November. :( Me and Han are going SHOPPING this weekend!! And of course Zach will be with us. :) We need to get Zach some winter/fall clothes. He has none that fit him from last year. He is getting to be a big boy now.

They made the cutest shirt with the black shirt that I was looking for last week. They put their foot in paint and then he stepped on it and it looks like a ghost with googly eyes that says boo out beside it. So cute. I will take a picture of him Friday when he wears it to school.

Well More later!!

No Title today.....

Well things cannot get any better!! :) I am, of course, being sarcastic because things are not getting that much better. But I thank God that I have my life and my babies life and my hubbies life and we are breathing!! That said I will continue with my story.

I found out yesterday that the across the street has been telling my boss to (fire me)!! She has no business sticking her nose in where it doesn't belong. She just doesn't like me because I don't do what she tells me to. ha!

Zach got his star taken down yesterday. He said he "tried" not to. He was doing what JaQuan did. But JaQuan didn't get his star taken down. Go figure.

It is FRIDAY!!! I am so glad. At least this week has ended almost. Well have a good day!!!

Life is HARD!!

Why is life so hard?

I don't understand why it has to be so hard....is it because I make it hard, is it because I don't go to church like I should?, or maybe just because it's all in my mind. (I am rambling I know...)

I finally got a Black shirt for Zach yesterday. One of my friends moms was in Mobile and she went and found one!! THANK GOD!! :)

Well Chris found out that he can't go back to work at his old job like he thought.




I feel bad for him but he is so angry that he doesn't listen to me. He doesn't want to go back on the boat and I don't blame him. But we can't make it on $9.00 an hour. Not with all the bills that we have. I don't know what to tell him. I wish I did. and wish I could make it all better. But all we are doing right now is fighting because he thinks that I don't want him home. :(



On a brighter note it is Wednesday and the middle of the week!!!!




Well until next time....

Looking....

I am wanting to pull my hair out because I forgot to look for Zach a black shirt to take to school tomorrow!!!!!! ARGHHH!!! I have 2 people right now looking for one. :) If I end up with more than I need then so be it. I will at least have a shirt. haha!

I am still a little ill. Go figure! I don't know why I might be so ill but it may have to do with some people bugging me. (I wont name any names.)

Chris is supposed to be calling to see if he can go back to his old Over the Road job today. That is what he really wants to do so I hope that he can. And he will only be gone during the week instead of a month at a time. That will be good. Hopefully we won't fight a whole lot.

On a brighter note...Zach finally got his Power Ranger Operation Overdrive Costume!! He was mad because he wanted to be the Mercury Ranger instead of the Red Ranger but oh well he is happy just being a Power Ranger for now. :)

Someone found some old pics of my dad in my grandmother's house. He is the one on the right in this pic. He still looks pretty much the same. I think Zach looks like him. :)

Well Until Next Time......

Am I ill or what????

I must be ill. Everything seems to tick me off. I guess having the bad week and all I am on edge. I have been snappy at Chris. It seems like he doesn't want to be at home...or in my mind anyway. I hate all the acuzations (did I spell that right?) from him that I am cheating on him. I mean come on....look at me...who else would want me??? And even if they did I wouldn't do that to him. I am MARRIED to him!! If I wanted someone else I would divorce him. But I love him and I don't want anyone else. There I said it. :)

I am soooo glad that today is Friday. This week could not end soon enough. I have an interview with that company today. I am scared but I guess it is ok that I just go to see what they have to offer. You know? Maybe I am a little scared because I think someone from here is going to find out and get mad. Who knows?

I wanted to go to BayFest this weekend to see Daughtry but I don't know. I may change my mind. At the rate that me and Chris are going we are going to be on nonspeaking terms by then. We are fighting quite a bit since he came home and even before then because he is not wanting to go back on the tug boat.

Well until next time.......

Rough week....

Well my week has sucked. Starting with Monday. I got yelled at, of course, by my boss for something that I can't control. Tuesday my bank account overdrew....I don't know what could happen today. Who knows??

Anyway back to the suckiness. (is that even a word??) Monday I thought I was going to get fired. Some store had a big problem with their gallons of off road diesel. Well there was a note on the report saying that they had called here to get a tech to come out and check it out. I figured ok they called and the boss knows about it. Whether he did or not he wasn't about to admit it he was just yelling at me....

"DID YOU TELL YOUR SUPERIOR ABOUT THIS?"

"no sir"

"HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU SAMANTHA THAT WHEN YOU FIND OUT SOMETHING LIKE THIS YOU HAVE TO LET SOMEONE KNOW?"

I don't know"

"HOW MANY TIMES?"

"I don't know."

IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE THAT YOU HAVEN'T TOLD ANYONE?"

No.

"SANDRA CALL ME WHEN YOU GET BACK FROM LUNCH!"

So I'm thinking when she calls him back I am canned. But I don't think she ever called him back. I tried to call him yesterday to tell him that the off road diesel pump was letting people get the stuff even if it wasn't turned on inside the store. But of course he wasn't there and I couldn't talk to him. Hence the reason I hate calling over there!

Yesterday I got a job offer from another company. I sent in my resume this morning but I am terrified of change!! I don't want to change jobs even though here I seem to get yelled at and everything under the sun. :P Change scares me and my heart is about to beat out of my chest because I don't know these other people. You know? I know one thing though. I am not going to go if the pay is not at least $1.00 or $2.00 more than what I am making now. I am not going down in pay.

I don't know what to do. ????? I think that is the reason I don't want Chris changing jobs again...is because I am SCARED of change. hmmmm...need to tell him that.

I should have told mom about the job so that she could apply too. hmmmmm, I will probably call her in a few.

Anyway, on a brighter note, my baby is coming home today!! Or at least he is supposed to. He may not get to until Friday though. :( We will see.

I'm going backwards....but....I got to keep Trenton Saturday!! He is sooooo cute!!

Well I guess that is enough pity for one day....I will update and let you know if Chris is really coming home!!

Oh one other thing!! Zach got to bring home the class pet Friday!! I was so excited for him. It is a great accomplishment considering the way he acted at the beginning of school. Here is a pic.