Another Day....

Well let me start off by saying that my day has started off better today. I found out that I am going to be refunded the $50 that I had to pay to get the water turned back on yesterday. The bill pay people called the water board and tried to get the fee waived but they wouldn't do it so they are refunding the money!!

Work is going better too so far. I am not going to talk about that too much because it could start going badly at any moment.

Uneventful day. I made copies of Chris' childhood pics and put them on Shutterfly to get copies for us and to show his "dad".

Until next time.....

Not Good....:'-(

I thought that my life was going to end yesterday.....My day was going fairly good. Went to Walmart on my lunch, came back, ate lunch, ate CHOCOLATE!! haha!! Then around 1:30 (i think) all H*** breaks loose. I am sitting in my office trying to get some stuff together to take to my boss about an account that is behind and he comes in....I am on the phone at the time trying to find out some info on the man and trying to call him....no luck....well my boss comes back in and starts screaming at me about how i have screwed up and he was going to fix my screw up and that I needed to go get his money from this man that lives approximately 40 miles from here. By this time I can say nothing but "I thought you knew about this....he told me that you knew....." (in the softest voice I can come up with). He leaves out and I burst into tears. You try having a man that is your a little younger than your own dad screaming at you about screwing up and see if you don't cry. So I go to my office manager and I tell her that I have to go to this mans house and instead of saying no that is dangerous....she says ok go. So I grab my purse, keys and cell phone and I go. On the way I have to pick up this other girl because I have NO idea where this man lives. So we go to his house and of course he isnt there. So we leave a note for him to call my boss. I drove like 55 all the way over there and back. So that it would take me longer because I knew that if I didn't and I got back to work feeling the way that I did....I would have quit. I called Chris and he was wanting to call him to tell him not to scream at me anymore but I told him to just let it go. And then he got mad because I took my own vehicle and didn't get any gas money from my job. Needless to say I hope that it is a while before he screams at me like that again. I know it won't be the last time because he has done it before.

To top all that off....when I got home I HAD NO WATER!! My water had been cutoff!! They said that I hadn't paid the bill!! HAHA!! I had paid the bill through my banks bill pay system and they sent the check to them last Monday!! My day is just horrible by then so I am like Oh well you know?

I call the "Emergency Number" that they give me when I call the main office. Of course there is no answer. What does emergency mean? ha apparently nothing. The man finally calls me back at 9:30 and tells me that my water got cutoff for nonpayment. ????? I tell him the same story....I pay the bill through bill pay and they said they sent it out. Well he is not concerned about me at all. This morning I call the Water office and this lady is just as snotty she says that I have to pay $50 extra to get it cut back on!! What???!!! UGH!!! Like I have $50 just to pull out of a hat. Well I am on my way to the Water place now to pay the money!!

I just needed to vent.....

IN MEMORY OF MEME....

OUR ANNIVERSARY!!

Friends?

Do you have a friend that is your friend just so they can put you down? It's like they are your friend just so they can feel better about their own life...

I have one or two of those kinds of "friends". No matter what I do they always have something bad to say about it or try to down me. If I tell them about something and I am confident about it and I say yeah I did that....then they say well why in the hell did you do that? It upsets me to think that they are supposed to be my friend.

Some friend that was....

Now don't get me wrong some of my friends are the best in the world and I wouldn't trade them for anything. I guess I am just the type of person that lets someone run over me and I don't say anything about it.

The Weekend...

My weekend was great!! I slept until almost 11 Saturday morning!! That was awesome. I never get to sleep late because Zach always gets up early. :) But he didnt get up until late either. Then we went to town to get Chris' truck and buy groceries. I hate buying groceries it is so time consuming and costs too much.

Saturday night we went to Wendy and Ronnie's. We had the BEST spaghetti and garlic bread!! Me and Han kept going back for more garlic bread (well I sat there and let them bring it to me!!). I guess I am lazy. Who knows? haha!

After supper we played a game called Trivial Pursuit Pop Culture or something like that. I loved it!! It was fun. Although I don't think Hannah and Richard were liking it too much. But Chris and I won!!! YEAH!!! It was a lucky guess on the last question. haha! Needless to say, we didn't leave their house until after 12 a.m. I know they were so tired of us by then!! haha!! (Sorry Wendy!)

Yesterday we just hung around the house and did nothing until about 4 then we went to moms. Chris still doesn't feel the best in the world. I think he has a sinus infection. He is so pitiful. I think I am going to call the doctor this morning to see what they can do for him.

Chris and I got into a fight about something that we shouldn't have. I wanted to copy the baby pictures that his mom let us borrow and he got upset with me and told me that the thing with him and his dad was none of my business!! I said fine don't talk to me about it anymore!! He said later that he didn't mean it that way, so I copied the pics and we are ok now. He is just upset and ready to know what the outcome of the paternity test will be.

Well enough for now!!

A New Baby......

We have been trying to have another baby for quite some time now. 2 1/2 years to be exact. I am a little frustrated but I know that God has his plan for me. I may not like it but I know that I have to be patient and He will do what is best for us.

We went to a fertility specialist in January, all he wants to focus on is my weight, of course. I am on Metformin now for diabetics because my insulin was too high. It is supposed to make me ovulate but who knows? And I know no matter how hard I try to let doctors help me, if God does not want it, it won't happen.

I am being hopeful though!! I pray every night that God lets me have another baby. This time I don't care whether it is a boy or a girl. We will see!!